On May 27, 2009, I was diagnosed with acute
monocytic leukemia.
I don’t know how I did it, but I just didn’t
let it get me down. Through my entire ordeal I
maintained a positive attitude. People told me
they were sorry for my diagnosis, which was
grim, and I would reply, “Don’t be sorry, I’ve
had a great time here.”
I see my experience like sharing a long
day at Disneyland. At the end of the day,
everyone feels sad at the prospect of it being
over, but we hug and rejoice at the wonderful
time we had as we say goodbye. I had a brief
moment of sadness when I was diagnosed
but it quickly gave way to thankfulness that I
was granted the opportunity to be here and
experience all the ups and downs that make
living an adventure.
During my first visit to City of Hope, I
was told I had a difficult leukemia to treat and
was immediately placed on the list for a bone
marrow transplant. I began what was to be
my third round of chemotherapy, the first and
second treatments having failed. This time
was the same outcome. Due to the number
of relapses, I had a 5 to 10 percent chance of
living five years.
While undergoing chemo, even when
I had pain and felt sick, I kept my happy
composure and enjoyed chatting with the
nurses. Always a comedian, trying to make
everyone smile, I would ask them if they had
my next bag of weed killer or radiator flush.
This is how I saw chemo — it would kill off
those unwanted weeds growing inside me,
flush out that buildup of unwanted cells.
In November 2009, I was told a donor
had been found. I entered City of Hope
the next month to begin preparation,
pretreatment, radiation and the highest
wallop of chemo yet to completely wipe out
all my blood and marrow. I was infused with
life-giving stem cells on Dec. 23, 2009. My
nurses all wished me a happy birthday. Lucky
me, now I had two birthdays to use to reel in
gifts.
I returned home in April after a long
stay in Hope Village. My first night home,
my 17-year-old nephew told me he had to
write a paper for school about what inspires
him, so he wrote it about me. I thought he
was joking. He proceeded to explain that he
was inspired as he watched me go through
almost dying, losing my hair and dropping
weight until I was like a skeleton, yet he never
heard me complain or cry or saw me sulk or
get depressed. He always saw me happy and
joking.
I realized he found the one area where I
could accept being an inspiration. I didn’t even
realize it myself. So, because of him, I have
written this story.
So maybe you will be inspired to never
let ‘em get you down. Whether it is the
circumstances of life, negative people, the
cancer cells growing inside of you or the
chemo floating in your blood, do not let them
get you down.
I could not possibly put into words the
depth of my gratefulness to City of Hope,
Dr. Samer Khaled and my family and friends
all working together to fight this horrible
disease as I comically took it in stride.
As of now, my blood shows no sign
of cancer cells. I maintain that it is gone
and gone forever. If it does return and is
unstoppable I can guarantee you this — I will
not let it get me down.
My name is David Laoretti and I am a
proud cancer survivor. |